cαuse i just cαnt look, [entries|friends|calendar] x-y-and-z Am I more than you bargained for yet? I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear cause that's just who I am this week. Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum, I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song . DROP A HEART BREAK A NAME [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

summer is here, sort of. [7. 9. 06 // @ 1 : 04 pm] [ mood | you fill me up ] well, i cant tell if summer is here or not, since were having so much god damn rain, it feels like spring. and its also freezing today, and drizzily. would someone with a good heart fly me to somewhere remotly warm? cause that is exactly what i need right now. a vacation, and some good weather. since i havent updated i a while, i guess i should bore you to death about everything that has been going on lately. QUEBEC TRIP WAS ALL THAT. seriousally, it was lifechanging/breathtaking/incredibly sweet. i made new friends, reunited with old ones (henceforth, ashleigh harris, who was my st annes room buddy. coinsidence? i think not :P), and had an all around good time. our tour guide was incredibly sexy, and if i hadnt of been so worried about being bitched at for flirtng with him, i would of jumped his bones is a split second. the tours were boring, but being with the bsouth crew made it all worthwhile. congrats bedford south class of '06! ill never forget that or you! and i cant forget about grad. i found out that i love getting dolled up with miss jessica kane. i ended up freaking out about my hair though, but apparently it looked good. the make-up lady made my eyebrows look extremly dark, which then procedded to make me look like a rodeo clown. so when i got home i definatly lightened them up, and its loooked gorgey:) then mr catsburg came like 20 minutes late, so we kind of arrived late to briannas. all the ladies looked gorgeous, and all the guys looked handsome. it was an adorable moment, and im glad a got tonnes of pictures. the actual grad was really done up nice, and i think we all owe kelly, jessica and erin a thank you for being so damn dedicated. there wasnt enough people there, and the music was kind of messy, but all in all it was a good time. i just wished we had of had an aftergrad, cause i just endeed up going home. gah im such a party animal:) well, since i am an official graduate of bedford south, completed with b honours, evidently summer is here. although i dont see much summer. i work all week, and when i come home i really dont feel like doing much of anything. plus, to have it actually be summer it has to be above 5 degrees. summer was the one thing that i was looking forward to all school year, but now thats its not all what its cracked up to be, i kind of wish i was back in school. yucky. well, thats all i can think of thats happened. nothing else really stands out. wait, there is one thing. NICK IS HOME :). hanging out with him only made me realise how much i miss that boy. im trying to convince him to stay for good, but unfourtunally he cant. oh so very sad. well, im off to eat. its no fun being malnourished. ♥ COMMENT PLEASE :) read (9) cmnt

YUCK. [6. 14. 06 // @ 10 : 04 am] [ mood | RAWR stupid people. ] after reading a few livejournals, i have become a little annoyed. 'drama this, drama that, all this drama, wah wah wah..' FUCK OFF AND DEAL WITH IT. if you think that bedford south drama is bad, what the hell are you going to do in high school? how about less ' i cant wait till im out of here, the drama is insane!' and more ' wow, im truly going to miss bedford south, because all in all its not that bad.' and another thing, before you say 'oh this drama is tooooo much!!' ask yourself, ' am i the one causing the drama?' because half of you actually are. drama can be good, and drama can be bad, but its everywhere! not just bsouth. GAR, GAR GAR. that was my rant. p.s- QUEBEC IS IN THREE DAYS :):):):):):) whos excited? i sure am. YUPPPPP. im also excited for the enormous bag of jelly bellys a certain someone is bringing on the bus! ♥♥ read (14) cmnt

[6. 4. 06 // @ 9 : 51 pm] [ mood | ♥ ] this little while has been a blurr. a big, happy, amazing blur, yupp. first of all, cameron flipping catburg. he is amazing, truly. sweet, nice, makes me laugh, wonderful boyfriend. its all i could ask for. i havent felt like this in a long time, and i hope it stays ♥♥ last Bsouth dance? bawled like a baby. and so did my orininal 3! love you guys! now, the bullshitty melodrama that happened after it? not too fun. but its in the past, i will deal. i have to stop assuming responsibility for it. and if this post pisses you off, dont leave a bitchy comment. say it to my face. so. kayla has a little problem with her blood aparently. 'too thin' blood. and apparently, its a little serious, and im scared. im sure it'll be ok though, nothing the doctors cant fix. ♥♥ read (8) cmnt

i will turn off, αnd i will shut down . [5. 27. 06 // @ 8 : 34 pm] [ mood | oh so vurry loved <3 ] this past week, academics wise? UGH is the word to sum it up. DEFINATLY. funny this is, im not too too worried about exams. well .. at least not mrs macdonalds ones. math = screwed for. science? meh , i wont do to bad. in other news, HE ASKED ME :) yay! im happy. i honestly thought it would never happen, cause it took a while for it to get 'off the runway' (oh my, jessica) but its off the runway, oh yes. im too happy, & i loves i loves. and now, when i think of him (y'all know who im talking about) being my grad date, it seems .. wrong. too wrong. so ha, i found someone better. très better. and the pictures will turn out great :D now im sitting here, waiting for kattie & michelle to get their asses up here. so we can break it out, hottubb style. kelly james, where the fuck are you? call me :) thats all, ♥♥ read (10) cmnt

[5. 7. 06 // @ 12 : 32 am] [ mood | reflective . ] i miss those summer nights around our 'waterhole'. i miss those nights in newfoundland, where me and miranda and vanessa would roam the streets for hours without knowing where we were going. i miss the nights where me and mike wound lay on the grass looking at the stars. i miss the family breakfasts, lunches, and suppers we've somehow forgotten to make time for. i miss the days where me and audrey would stay out for hours turning over rocks and logs looking for that ultimate 'spotted salamander.' i miss french immersion, and the people ive grown far from. i miss my old clique. i miss the summer days where me and jessica would sit and listen to a random indie band and talk about dan. i miss chasing around Placentia looking for Justin O'Reilly, and im sure miranda misses that, too. i miss having people in my life that i can rely on 100%. i miss having self confidence. i miss sitting in mikes 'drum area' watching him look ridiculous as he played his heart out. i miss my sister. both of my sisters. i miss jumping on brendan munros trampoline. i miss walking on the boardwalk with miranda, talking about everything that was on our minds. i miss chasing around Placentia for Freddy Lambe. (yeah thats right miranda, im not the only boy chaser) seems like all this time at home has got me thinking about what i miss and what i take for granted. i have been WAYY to occupied with setting goals for my future that ive stopped appreciating and enjoying what i have now. random post i know, but i needed to get this out. all the people that have drifted away during grade 9; I MISS YOU ALL. no joke. to the friends who've stayed my my side; thank you for putting up with my bullshit. ♥ read (9) cmnt

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